Blahhhh...

That is pretty much how I have felt the past few days. Just blah. Someone asked me how I was feeling, and the only thing that I could compare this feeling to was being pregnant. You know, or even if you don't, I'm nauseous, tired, irritable, and I have a headache that wont go away. Every time I see the couch or my bed, I have to lie down and take a long nap, and just thinking about food makes me want to throw up. Do you know how many food commercials there are on during the day? Way too many!
I hate this feeling. It's the medicine I am on, I am pretty sure. It's also the fact that my 4 year old has been home with me for the past few days and, well, there is only so much of a 4 year old a person can take. I am not a stay at home mom for a reason. I love, love, love, my son, but when one does not feel well, reading Brown Bear every 10 minutes kinda wears on you a little.
Headaches are settling in pretty bad now. I am getting them quite often. I called the doctor to see what I could take to help them, but the nurse told me to double up on a medicine I am already taking. This is the medicine that I am afraid is making me so sleepy. So, that's hard.
I started doing some of my exercises because my chest is getting so tight. I'm afraid that once they start injecting the saline in my expanders, it's going to hurt!
I found out today that they should have already been expanding me. I didn't realize I was supposed to make that first call. I thought they were going to contact me. That's how I figured it was supposed to work out, so I'm a few weeks late getting "filled". I called them and scheduled my first two appointments with the plastic surgeon. By the way, when you are having anything done to your body, I highly suggest not reading anything on the Internet. That stupid thing has me scared to death! I read message board after message board, only to try to figure out how they are going to be doing this whole thing, and all I could read were horror stories. Yikes!!!! I've read everything from people's scars filling like they are ripping apart, to a rib busting.... the Internet is the devil!